Better Version

Another year passed by like a wind. It was now 2022.Everyone has this thing called "New Year's Resolutions".Every new year people choose things they wanna change for the betterment of themselves.Probably about fixing and improving their physical appearance or a new hobbies,fixing relationships with other people or anything connected to their inner selves like values.

My new year's resolutios was maybe  to fix my sleeping schedule because it's already running my health.I also want to start eating healthy and exercise for my own good. Some people new year's resolutions was to stop spending money. I think it wasn't applicable for me. I might still want to spend some of my savings from buying things that I personally love. It wasn't bad because money was meant to spent and not to step aside forever, however we need to limit ourselves and be wise by using it.It isn't illegal to treat yourself sometimes after all.

I will continue doing things that I love and stay away from the things that can possibly destroy my peace.The old habits that did nothing for my betterment.I wanna face my traumas and fear that I've been encountering for the past years and overcome it all. Give up the bad memories and forgive the people that aren't even sorry for the things they intentionally did. I don't wanna install resentment in anyone this year anymore because I know that they don't deserve my hatred either,it wasn't worth it. I won't let myself spent time thinking about the people that don't even feel a slight guilt for hurting me. If I have thing that I learned in 2021 is that you only have yourself. No matter how many friends you have right now, you will always be alone in the end. Therefore, you need to learn how to be independent and not to be too dependent by other people that are only temporary.I wanna apply this lesson on my journey this 2022.I won't stop myself from socializing with other people however learn how to stop and limit myself.

 _{I wanna explore more and slowly end my confusion and curiosity about a lot of things,by that taking risks is a must.New year,new version of me.}

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